#1. And when he smiles I just have to look twice.

Or sengih, more like it.

Even that I find darn adorable.

This is bad for me...it really is...

It's affecting my sane and stable side of mind.

Which is why I've made a decision that I'm done with it.

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Can I treat these past 9 days as a detox or rehab program?? -cue for Rehab by Amy Winehouse-

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The thing is, it's a lot easier executing the plan with him not even around to begin with.

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Nanti besok pagi-pagi lagi dah suffer from relapse at the first sight of him.

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Last night, I did something I shouldn't have done. But at the end I'm glad I did. Because only when the realization has sinked in can one think clearly and not emotionally.

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Still, I know what I'm about to do ain't going to be one easy feat. Mana boleh orang wipe out everything like you format laptop kan? It is never that easy.

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Anyway, for what it's worth this whole thing has been fun and exciting while it lasted.

Remember the "early blessing in disguise" I wrote about yesterday?

Well, just when I decided to let one thing go, another new thing came knocking on my mail inbox.

I got accepted into a postgraduate school.

To You I am very grateful Allah, for blessing my 2010. =)