And after all, you're my wonderwall...

To me, you are my "Trouble Is A Friend".

To Ina, you're my "Today Was A Fairy Tale".

To Farihna, you're my "Neopolitan Dreams".

* A totally irrelevant and tak masuk akal punya post. Please ignore it thank you *

All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.

You said things will be okay.

It's not.

You told me it won't change anything.

But I feel like it has.

And now I feel like I've to adapt to the changes.

I have to pretend that it does not bother me when actually it's bugging me inside.

And simply because of that I cepat terasa. I get defensive. And I start to become the one person I absolutely hate to become.

I'm trying here, I really am.

The last thing I want to do is appear weak and vulnerable.

But if you keep on jabbing me, then what do you think will happen?

Today was a fairy tale.

And no I did not wear a dress.
But someone did wore a dark grey t-shirt.
Wait, it could've been black..
Rabun and yet I refuse to wear my glasses.

Okay, have to stop mengarut now.

This is what happens when you are overdosing yourself with Taylor Swift. Haha.

Had a conversation with my friend last night.

She helped me view things in a totally different perspective.

The thing is, when I was a teenager I knew (and planned) that when I grow up I might need to see a certified shrink.

Crazy as it may sound, I've my own reasons.

Then hari tu I found out she studied psychology in university.

Dah jumpa dah my shrink. ;p

Have to ask her how much will she be charging me per hour. LOL!

Here's a song for the nights I think too much

And all that I want is to be around friends and the people that I like.

Exception is made of course for Amal, Miss Suze and Sarah. Only tomorrow will I get to see them.

I feel blessed. You probably have heard that a thousand times already. But I really do feel that way.

First wish was from my brother. (LOL! bilik sebelah je tapi nak jugak text. Lorat betul.)

Then got a sloppy kiss from my annoying-but-I-can't-live-without-her kid sister.

A special phone call from Jien all the way from India. Thank you Elle. Come September nanti we go jalan2 together okay?

At work got a hug first from Sabrina (Yeay!) then another one from Farihna (double Yeay!). I love you guys for making my days there tolerable and fun-filled. =)

A cake and a donut (which I terlupa nak makan and is still in the refrigerator) from my madam supervisor. It better still be there when I come in tomorrow. LOL!

2 people serenaded me although dua2 pun tone deaf. Haha. Jangan diorang baca blog ni sudah.

And texts. Lots and lots of texts. Glad to know I've you people as my friends. =)

The big kicker : He made my day when he wished me too.

Naturally I terlupa terus la kan about the task I was currently doing at hand. And for the first 2 hours after that had to senyum sorang2. Screwed enough miss?

I could either :

1. Thank someone for leaking about it when I told her specifically I wanted it to be only low key.
It did made my day after all kan?? ;p

2. Debik her for not helping me at all. It's not helping la!!! Now I'm distracted and terlencong from my main objective of the month.

At the end of the day, it was a good 2nd April. Best 2nd April perhaps? Haha...

Quoting Amal : A year older, a year wiser but still young at heart.

Welcome 23. May you treat me with kind this year.