All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.

You said things will be okay.

It's not.

You told me it won't change anything.

But I feel like it has.

And now I feel like I've to adapt to the changes.

I have to pretend that it does not bother me when actually it's bugging me inside.

And simply because of that I cepat terasa. I get defensive. And I start to become the one person I absolutely hate to become.

I'm trying here, I really am.

The last thing I want to do is appear weak and vulnerable.

But if you keep on jabbing me, then what do you think will happen?