Of doughnuts and a balloon.

I think I am addicted to Twitter.

Setiap satu minit kot...

And I am simply in love with all the quotes from https://twitter.com/IslamicThinking

Goodness grief.

Need to find something else to do.

On a happier note, last night somebody made my night.

A perfect ending for what seemed to be a really tiring and depressing Friday.

Depressing because I dented my Savvy.

That aside, did I mention somebody made my night?

Cool like tak boleh nak berhenti wear a ridiculously dopey smile.

(Ugh. I really have to bang my head on the wall.)

And verily, your Lord will give you (all i.e. good) so that you shall be well-pleased.

"Sometimes it's easier to smile even if you're hurting inside, than to explain to the whole world why you're sad." ~Anonymous~

I agree.

Plus, it's a whole lot easy to fake the tough exterior.

This could be a test. Prepare for the worst, hope for the best. Right?

And if the worst comes instead of the best?

My threshold of physical pain has always been comparatively higher than my emotional pain.

Maka?

Kena have faith la...

Allah never tests His servants with more than they can bear, right?

And there's always a hikmah for everything that happens to us.

As for now, I'm fine. That is what I always tell, and will continue to tell them.

Fake it till you make it.

On a completely different but somewhat related matter, yours truly stumbled across this one page the other day. Sangat suka. Especially this one particular bit that I'm re-posting down here :

The stronger the faith you have the more difficult the tests/trials you will face, but if you see the hidden blessings of the difficult trials then you have the potential to increase your wisdom, increase your faith and develop your personal character, so be happy when Allah SWT tests you with difficulties as he has given you an opportunity to get closer to him through the trials. Allah is the Most Wise.

Taken from http://islamicthinking.tumblr.com/

3 Sundays in a row.

Either it was just a random coincidence or that person is onto me.

If it's the latter, macam agak cool la that the person actually remembers about it.

See, when one is not thinking logically, one would spurt out nonsensical things like that.

Note to self : Sila jadi level headed balik. Like, STAT.

On the other hand, if it was just purely coincidental, then I've to say : I'm loving life's simplest pleasures.

Nak lagi next Sunday boleh? (Haha)

Solace.

I once read in a book that said all the verses in the Quran are like personal love letters from Allah to us. If you want to find solace and balm for the sore, the words will heal it straight away.

Then I found surah ash-Sharh / al-Inshirah.

It has become my favourite surah.

1. Have We not opened your breast for you (O Muhammad (Peace be upon him))?
2. And removed from you your burden,
3. Which weighed down your back?
4. And raised high your fame?
5. So verily, with the hardship, there is relief,
6. Verily, with the hardship, there is relief.
7. So when you have finished (from your occupation), then stand up for Allah's worship.
8. And to your Lord (Alone) turn (all your intentions and hopes and) your invocations.

I realized that in life, you will reach a point where you can no longer rely on your iPod's playlists to make the pain or sadness go away.

The verses of that surah are my solace.

**3 bulan macam tak lama kot. Besides, patience is a virtue, no? And good things always come to those who wait. Patiently. I just need to bear that in mind.**

And Lenka said, "...but I'm a sucker for his charm..."

Amal, this is for you.

Only because I tak buat a secret blog like you did am I doing this here. (LOL)

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iziezubi : eh, yeay finally dpt baju biru
iziezubi : mesti kacak mcm voldemort
iziezubi : eh sorry
iziezubi : cute
Farihna : lol
iziezubi : haha
Farihna : hahaha
Farihna : i'll try to be dark and brooding for u when u come around next
Farihna : unfortunately i can't do the tall part
iziezubi : tak bley sbb u tak tinggi
iziezubi : haha
Farihna : me vertically challenged
iziezubi : hear hear
iziezubi : lol
Farihna : but u do go for dark skinned guys eh
iziezubi : why do you say that?
Farihna : *bleep* and *bleep* are dark guys
Farihna : i don't know ur taste prior to these 2
iziezubi : eh ye? i pun tak tau
iziezubi : i like *bleep* sbb dia tall and mysteriously comel but ala2 pemalu
iziezubi : haha
iziezubi : yg *bleep* tu..well
iziezubi : ntah
iziezubi : kebetulan je kot
iziezubi : i tak letak type
iziezubi : physically i mean
iziezubi : well, with the exception of kalau dia tinggi dia dpt extra points la
iziezubi : haha
iziezubi : but usually i go for the "internal" attributes
Farihna : ok
Farihna : u go for his charms
iziezubi : aaa! yes...
iziezubi : pandai pun
iziezubi : sbb tu u awesome
Farihna : mmg pun
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iziezubi : and sunday got discussion
iziezubi : last sunday pun discussion gak
iziezubi : sunday morning some more
iziezubi : nasib baik sunday morning u dpt free endorphins
iziezubi : *tu
iziezubi : lol
Farihna : hahaha
Farihna : tulah i was like... masa bile sunday i dapat endorphins
Farihna : hehe
Farihna : u taw u je yg dapat endorphins
iziezubi : lol. but the ironic thing abt the whole situation is
iziezubi : dia comment pasal my endorphins
Farihna : i baru je nak tanya u
iziezubi : but i rasa dia tak tau dia yg bg i endorphins
Farihna : dia x taw ke yg dia endorphin u?
iziezubi : so mcm kelakar la
iziezubi : tapi tak bgtau dia la
iziezubi : nope. tak rasa dia tau
iziezubi : cool in a twisted way kan
iziezubi : haha
Farihna : agaklah
Farihna : hehehe
Farihna : u and ur endorphin shots
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That's about it Amal. Hope you find it entertaining. Haha.

I am a glutton for punishment...

I laugh about it.

I even make a joke out of it.
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But it does not mean I'm not hurt by it.

Dah cakap dah jangan cari pasal.

Distracted... And likewise attracted.

"..... i am kicking all the others out except u..i am dragging u in ....."


I left my "level-headed and practical" mojo at the door on the way in.

Have to get it back.

Kalau tak.....

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I'm screwed.