She listens like spring and she talks like June

A weak human being.

That, I am.

At least I lasted 6 weeks.

Of not splurging any $-$.

Spending money ( especially your hard earned money) never felt this good.

Semalam sangat down @ work, sampai hari kena get some retail therapy.

Tomorrow's a new day though. So I'm praying for it to be better than yesterday.
The thing I like about this work-slash-gig I'm currently doing is I get to "get out" of my comfort zone. I get to do things that I was so sure dulu I sangat takut nak buat.

An introvert, I am too.

But earlier this year I was told to "...meet challenges with courage. You'll be glad that you did..."

Yup, I'm glad I did.

I've said it before, and I'll say it again. It does not look easy. My work, I mean.

The thousands of books there however are the prefect motivation for me to work dengan seikhlas hatinya. I mean, come on la...tak sampai hati kot nak buat "ala kadar" when dealing with them books..

I've been blessed with 2 things sepanjang working there :
Great experience. And equally great new friends.

Of course, there are days yang I rasa macam nak vent out my anger je.

Usually that happens when I'm approached by extremely rude customers.
Paling tak boleh handle la, customers yang teramat kurang ajar.
For those cases, I usually just smile as they walk off and say "And may you have a shyte-load of day ahead of you."

It's mean, I know. But hey, I'm still learning kan??

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Orang cakap "Out of sight, Out of mind". Tapi ni dah out of sight but still in my mind ni macam mana la pulak??? Need to find a better distraction la after this.

Please God. Don't test me with things I can't handle. I've been through enough already last year.

Right...dah terlari topik. Sorry. ;p

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When I was in my teen years, I was so in love with the song "Drops Of Jupiter" by Train.
It was hard for me to understand the lyrics at that time but once I did I think it's the most beautiful song ever written.